Daily rambles

Would you change yesterday if you knew what you do today?

Today has been such a lovely day! A real confidence boost for me. Id had a beyond stressful weekend and felt like I was drowning in it. Monday the stress eased off but I was still feeling a weight on my shoulders. I had sat this morning awaiting emails from companies I thought we about to drop me as a blogger from projects Id be offered. Through no fault of my own but of anothers actions towards me. I clung to my phone whilst pottering around the house. Id been honest with them and explained my situation. I had expected to hear they no longer wanted to work with me and my anxiety was through the roof.

But one by one the emails came back I couldn’t open them quick enough. I really wanted to still work with them and I didn’t want the reflection of the weekends event to take opportunities away from me. But to my absolute delight they all wanted to still work with me and I even had extra companies who had seen my posts contact me and offer a partnership!! I was beyond happy!!  Today has been such a lovely sole enlightening day.

Side Note – That backfired on you didn’t it? Karma …….

Song that gave me fight today – Andra Day “Rise up”

Quote of the day – “Don’t make rookie mistakes”.

In other news Corey is going off to butlins with his nanny, uncle and cousin Thursday till sunday. He is beyond excited but im so sad ha ha  its the first holiday away from me and the longest time so far. I know he will have an amazing time. Im sad for myself I hate to miss out on the kids happy moments, to soak up the joy they are having but we did go to butlins in October and Spain in april so its nannies turn. And he deserve an extra treat and his nanny is my right arm when it comes to corey shes mine and his best friend and we adore her. Mum I appreciate you more than you could ever imagine x

This was marks packing compared to me repacking his attempt. This is why I do our laundry in our house hold. Men ha ha878D1FF4-D9E7-4922-A281-E1C4825076ED.jpeg

Thought of the day – If you no what you no today would you have done yesterday different? … Without the stress I wouldn’t have learnt a lesson, without the worry I wouldn’t have reached out to the companies and shown the person I am , without the betrayal I would have trusted deeper, and I wouldn’t have got to today. And Today is a good day. I am happy truly happy with my life for the first time in a long time.

I am content.

x

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4 thoughts on “Would you change yesterday if you knew what you do today?”

    1. Nanny is nanny to half her street now shes the new Mary poppins she’d be happy to take a whole school class if she could! 😂😂 as for the packing my actual words “are you taking the piss?” 😂😂 I didn’t know if it was joke but nope that’s actually how he was about to send Corey off 🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️ I’m still left with another toddler who’s not ready to be away from me for even a blink let so not completely child free! 😆x

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