Todays been such a roller coaster of emotions my brain has feels like is just melted! The morning started off with Anxiety beating me for an appointment. I got up at 6am ready for the day but I just felt so over whelmed about going alone I cancelled, well re arranged for Thursday I felt stupid and like id let it stop me but ill try again Thursday. I also had a call from a therapist today which was playing on my mind my nerves just got the better of me i was building myself up so my mind was else where. The call which was this afternoon lasted an hour and has completely drained the life from me. I feel exhausted when I havnt been anywhere! It was just mentally draining. The out come of the call was ive basically been through so much shit I need better help than what she could give so referred me for a psychology appointment with a specially trained individual fml. But I will get there I’m a tough cookie!
On a positive note I received an email today to write an article for a magazine! WHAT!!! Go me! They had seen my blog and want me to write for them! Yay go me!! I also received some good news for some exciting times a head for me and my little tribe.
Over the past week Ive felt so much pride for myself its ureal, ive actually felt so positive and a happy. Id networked with some great companies and started something I never thought I could. Bursting with pride to be honest. I’m never one to toot my own horn but TOOT TOOT TOOT TOOT BLOOODDYYYY TTTOOOOTTTT!!! Ha ha…
But after a long day my brain is mentally drained but I feel like my shoulders are just that little bit lighter. What are you proud of today? I’m going to spend the rest of the evening playing with my babies, having snuggles and watching movies. Plus a nice Chinese for dinner. I know how to have a wild night me HA!!